#throwback - Gail Scott (@TUFFSCOTTY ) && Tokyo Diiva - I Think It Rained That Day

This has been my SONG foreverrr!! I remember I 1st heard this back on the myspace days and it was instant love! I am pretty sure that I did annoy my roommate of the many times it stayed on repeat!! But I just love everythin about the lyrics; ive been there b4; i kno the feeling. This is a song that will always be on my list <3

I want to go back to writing....

but lately i jus been holding back because there are somethings i want to say but i dont want others to really read; like i jus dont want certain ppl to think im crazy or obsessing over them or w.e; but ehhh; dont care anymore. the cats been mostly out the bag already; so why not kick the kitty the rest of the way out?? well u can expect more of that. and more of me jus posting on here generally. like ive been chillin on tumblr A LOT and i think imma post more songs and thoughts up here...you ready??

"Who Is Mildley Woods?" Listening Session (@souljasdi)

It is all coming together for the release of the awaited “Who is Mildley Woods?” mixtape. A listening session will be conducted on August 30, 2011. 2 Days before the release of the actual mixtape. The crowd will be a select few, but if you make there your in luck.

Yes, the listening session will be online. Its not the first time done, but the second time done for a Soulja Corleone mixtape. There will also be a skype conservation while the mixtape is playing for feedback, and opinions on the mixtape. All information to the listening session will below.

Skype: whoismildleywoods
Listening Session: http://whoismildleywoods.listen2myradio.com/
Time: 8:30c/9:30e

Single Life

oh so you're single?? RUN!!!

@DeStorm on Relationships

 

Just watch && learn

To Kiss or To Not Kiss

this reminds me of what kinda happened last week or two ago….i was chillin wit dis boy on campus at the student center; it was our 1st time chillin so it was already awkward; plus i jus came outta a relationship so i was tryin to jus coast it [but he was too cute for all dat lol]. he had the nicest lips && i wanted to taste em so bad but i didnt [insert chris brown song “i should have kissed you”] my mind was holdin back but body language wise; i guess i failed cuz a week later he stated i had that look in my face like i wanted to kiss him && he was unsure if he shud since he knew my pass situation n all [damn you]; 

but then it also brings me to the time i went over to my so called homeboy’s house; i knew he kinda was kinda crushin; but i thought we had been let that go so i thought i was safe to chill wit him alone; guess not; we were sittin there watchin tv and he leaned in outta no where to kiss me; me i wanted to lean away and deny the kiss and be like what r u doin; but i already knew that answer && i didnt wanna be rude and all [cuz i wud be feelin sum type of way if sum nigga did that to me…shxxxtt lol]

but has any of this ever happen to you? 

Till Death Do Us Part

aww now this is sweet <3 i really hope to find someone i can grow old with and still do the lil things that can make me smile from when we 1st started dating. <3 can i have that?

-The.Lonely.Weirdo

Perfect; not so much....

now this is cute; can i have something like this?? i wanna do sumthing fun && awkward with my future hubby; but ppl i always end up datin are jus too cool or normal. Nobody wants to take a chance and do sumthin out of the norm. ppl are too conscious bout other ppl watchin…dance like no one is watchin dammit! lol

call me weird; but honestly my perfect date is sittin up on sum empty bleachers in a field wit sweet music playin from the ipod or w/e and enjoyin sum sandwiches or BK and jus enjoying each other and what not; the lil things <3 jus sittin there from sun down to sun up; can i have that -shrugs-

-The.Lonely.Weirdo.

New Chapter...New Book.

Yeah I know i have been slackin [[big time]] wit this writing ish; but a girl be busy, u kno. [yes i am lackin with proper grammar; sue mee lol]

But yeah; so i have recently been on the single tip since mid march && it feels as whatever. Like i wasnt really heartbroken [i mean i did call it off] and there wasnt any regret; it jus feels weird. He didnt really fight it, he didnt have much to say, it was just ok, bye. It was soo settle and calm. But now i walk this world as the lonely, awkward, weird girl; so dont all you come at once honking your horn lol.

So now i am ready to start a new book. Its gunna have a fresh ass cover && dope ass pages. Right now i am doing me and keeping my mind in the books like i was b4; i said this year this is to be no boyfriends and i broke it; damn youu!!! esp when i said i wasnt gunna date him after he failed 3 diff times b4 finally being officially....damn you again. But i aint lettin it happen this time....single till may 20sumthin; when ever i grad or close to it; well see.

Whats a girl to do?

[i think imma start using this blog more for my personal thoughts && my tumblr loveaq.tumblr.com for my randomness]

so yeah, like what is a girl to do? i have never been the one to cheat but its like right now it seems that every other dude is tryin to holla && saying all the right things to me. && what sucks more is that my so called boyfriend isnt. Its like everyday it is somethin he is doin to urk my nerves && i swear i feel as if he doesnt really care; && he says he do; but he has the worst ways to show it for real. && he wasnt even pose to be the one for me to fall for; i could have made a list of about 10 things on why he isnt boyfriend material but that list doesnt matter i guess cuz we still ended up together. i think i got suckered in. && a part of me wants to get out and another part of me wants to stay; but all i kno is he needs to step his game up cuz the boys are a calling lol