oh you have a kid(s)....

now i am not the one to judge someone ever; but it seems like everyone seems to have a kid or two; and they all seem to find me; like DF??? and its not to say that i dont like kids; cuz i love them and thats my problem; but i jus sumtimes cant compete or dont have time to try to compete with their baby's mom. Yea not all of them are crazy, but most of them are and always seem to use the child against the guy. and i hate drama and i will drop you in a min. but then its also that i cant give you that special moment of seeing your child being born as your 1st born. we both wont be going into pregnancy as rookies. I can no longer give you that gift of a 1st born, and i want that. so what do you do; esp when the guy seems pretty awesome. do you jus ignore; give him a try; or put him in the friend zone?? ugh; let me know....feed back in the comments

#throwback - Gail Scott (@TUFFSCOTTY ) && Tokyo Diiva - I Think It Rained That Day

This has been my SONG foreverrr!! I remember I 1st heard this back on the myspace days and it was instant love! I am pretty sure that I did annoy my roommate of the many times it stayed on repeat!! But I just love everythin about the lyrics; ive been there b4; i kno the feeling. This is a song that will always be on my list <3

I want to go back to writing....

but lately i jus been holding back because there are somethings i want to say but i dont want others to really read; like i jus dont want certain ppl to think im crazy or obsessing over them or w.e; but ehhh; dont care anymore. the cats been mostly out the bag already; so why not kick the kitty the rest of the way out?? well u can expect more of that. and more of me jus posting on here generally. like ive been chillin on tumblr A LOT and i think imma post more songs and thoughts up here...you ready??

"Who Is Mildley Woods?" Listening Session (@souljasdi)

It is all coming together for the release of the awaited “Who is Mildley Woods?” mixtape. A listening session will be conducted on August 30, 2011. 2 Days before the release of the actual mixtape. The crowd will be a select few, but if you make there your in luck.

Yes, the listening session will be online. Its not the first time done, but the second time done for a Soulja Corleone mixtape. There will also be a skype conservation while the mixtape is playing for feedback, and opinions on the mixtape. All information to the listening session will below.

Skype: whoismildleywoods
Listening Session: http://whoismildleywoods.listen2myradio.com/
Time: 8:30c/9:30e

Single Life

oh so you're single?? RUN!!!

@DeStorm on Relationships

 

Just watch && learn

To Kiss or To Not Kiss

this reminds me of what kinda happened last week or two ago….i was chillin wit dis boy on campus at the student center; it was our 1st time chillin so it was already awkward; plus i jus came outta a relationship so i was tryin to jus coast it [but he was too cute for all dat lol]. he had the nicest lips && i wanted to taste em so bad but i didnt [insert chris brown song “i should have kissed you”] my mind was holdin back but body language wise; i guess i failed cuz a week later he stated i had that look in my face like i wanted to kiss him && he was unsure if he shud since he knew my pass situation n all [damn you]; 

but then it also brings me to the time i went over to my so called homeboy’s house; i knew he kinda was kinda crushin; but i thought we had been let that go so i thought i was safe to chill wit him alone; guess not; we were sittin there watchin tv and he leaned in outta no where to kiss me; me i wanted to lean away and deny the kiss and be like what r u doin; but i already knew that answer && i didnt wanna be rude and all [cuz i wud be feelin sum type of way if sum nigga did that to me…shxxxtt lol]

but has any of this ever happen to you? 

Till Death Do Us Part

aww now this is sweet <3 i really hope to find someone i can grow old with and still do the lil things that can make me smile from when we 1st started dating. <3 can i have that?

-The.Lonely.Weirdo

Perfect; not so much....

now this is cute; can i have something like this?? i wanna do sumthing fun && awkward with my future hubby; but ppl i always end up datin are jus too cool or normal. Nobody wants to take a chance and do sumthin out of the norm. ppl are too conscious bout other ppl watchin…dance like no one is watchin dammit! lol

call me weird; but honestly my perfect date is sittin up on sum empty bleachers in a field wit sweet music playin from the ipod or w/e and enjoyin sum sandwiches or BK and jus enjoying each other and what not; the lil things <3 jus sittin there from sun down to sun up; can i have that -shrugs-

-The.Lonely.Weirdo.

New Chapter...New Book.

Yeah I know i have been slackin [[big time]] wit this writing ish; but a girl be busy, u kno. [yes i am lackin with proper grammar; sue mee lol]

But yeah; so i have recently been on the single tip since mid march && it feels as whatever. Like i wasnt really heartbroken [i mean i did call it off] and there wasnt any regret; it jus feels weird. He didnt really fight it, he didnt have much to say, it was just ok, bye. It was soo settle and calm. But now i walk this world as the lonely, awkward, weird girl; so dont all you come at once honking your horn lol.

So now i am ready to start a new book. Its gunna have a fresh ass cover && dope ass pages. Right now i am doing me and keeping my mind in the books like i was b4; i said this year this is to be no boyfriends and i broke it; damn youu!!! esp when i said i wasnt gunna date him after he failed 3 diff times b4 finally being officially....damn you again. But i aint lettin it happen this time....single till may 20sumthin; when ever i grad or close to it; well see.