Apr 10, 2011
this reminds me of what kinda happened last week or two ago….i was chillin wit dis boy on campus at the student center; it was our 1st time chillin so it was already awkward; plus i jus came outta a relationship so i was tryin to jus coast it [but he was too cute for all dat lol]. he had the nicest lips && i wanted to taste em so bad but i didnt [insert chris brown song “i should have kissed you”] my mind was holdin back but body language wise; i guess i failed cuz a week later he stated i had that look in my face like i wanted to kiss him && he was unsure if he shud since he knew my pass situation n all [damn you];
but then it also brings me to the time i went over to my so called homeboy’s house; i knew he kinda was kinda crushin; but i thought we had been let that go so i thought i was safe to chill wit him alone; guess not; we were sittin there watchin tv and he leaned in outta no where to kiss me; me i wanted to lean away and deny the kiss and be like what r u doin; but i already knew that answer && i didnt wanna be rude and all [cuz i wud be feelin sum type of way if sum nigga did that to me…shxxxtt lol]
but has any of this ever happen to you?
From the mind of AQ around 1:56 PM
now this is cute; can i have something like this?? i wanna do sumthing fun && awkward with my future hubby; but ppl i always end up datin are jus too cool or normal. Nobody wants to take a chance and do sumthin out of the norm. ppl are too conscious bout other ppl watchin…dance like no one is watchin dammit! lol
call me weird; but honestly my perfect date is sittin up on sum empty bleachers in a field wit sweet music playin from the ipod or w/e and enjoyin sum sandwiches or BK and jus enjoying each other and what not; the lil things <3 jus sittin there from sun down to sun up; can i have that -shrugs-
From the mind of AQ around 1:44 AM